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Thursdays at Four

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On Thursday at four, Nia carried a folder up to the sixty-second floor and presented her grandmother with a forecast of the weather.

That was how she thought of it. Not a lie, not even, quite, an omission. A forecast: the shape of a coming front, reported by someone who has looked at the sky and does not intend to say which cloud has the lightning in it. She had rehearsed it in the lift, an organised, sober document of seven bullets, and each one was true.

Mrs. Pellegrino admitted her with a sniff and a glare at her shoes. In the dome room the table was laid as before: thin china, a silver pot, the pale stars overhead, and the lemon cake with its single slice cut and not taken.

"Ms. Boateng."

"Mrs. Halvard."

"Sit. Report."

She did. Hedda listened with her cup in both hands, and did not once interrupt. Nia gave her the cold outline: the aged ledger down by fourteen per cent in a fortnight, three small accounts recovered, the Windsor cold-storage company on a payment plan. The Hearthly loan in negotiation. Brightwater: a demand issued, a thirty-day dispute window, an account whose origins required further substantiation.

"Further substantiation," said Hedda.

"The entry was booked in March 2008 as revenue. It was supported by an agreement for consulting services that, as far as I can find, no one performed. The auditors will ask who the consultants were, and where they billed, and which of them might testify." She kept her voice level. "At present, I can't answer."

"And what do you intend?"

"To follow the document. As far as it goes."

"Quite." Hedda set down the cup. "You have found the entry itself. The paper."

Nia's pulse made one hard knock. "Yes."

"I was told." A pause, thin as a hair. "By Ms. Okoro-Lasch. She says you retrieved it from the basement archive and that you have taken some interest in the signature."

*So that's how it is.* The lamp on the table gave a small steady hiss. Nia thought, very clearly, of a safe the size of a small refrigerator and an old man in slippers. "I took an interest in everything, Mrs. Halvard. It's my job."

"And what did you conclude?"

"That the signature was careful."

"Careful." Hedda frowned slightly, as if the word were in a language she had once spoken. "My son's signature was never careful. He signed with his whole arm. He used to tear the corners." Her eyes moved to the window. For the first time Nia saw them go somewhere, not far, only to the middle distance, where an old woman sees things that have stopped happening. "He signed everything Vivienne put before him. He was not a careful man, Ms. Boateng. He was a warm man, and a clever one, and he had no instinct for the cold hard shape of money. That is why it fell to Konrad. It is also why it fell on Alexander. He put his name to what was in front of him."

"You believe he signed it."

"I know he did."

"How?"

"Because I was told so," said Hedda. "On the morning after, by Vivienne, in this room, with the paper in her hand. She said, *he signed it the afternoon before.* She said it with great gentleness. I have thought of it every day since."

It was a very odd thing to watch. Nia saw it all go through her like a drop of ink through water: Hedda's quiet voice, her thin straight back, the cup she had held for a moment and now laid down as though it weighed a stone. This woman had not forged the page. This woman had been handed it, eighteen years ago, as the final proof of her son's failure, and she had believed it. She had carried it ever since, the fact of her boy's last mistake, the thing that could not be mended or forgiven. *He put his name to what was in front of him.*

And the hat was not on it.

Nia could say it now. It was in her mouth: *He did not sign it. He drew a hat on his H.* It would take four seconds. She would tell this old woman her son had not been a fool, and she would watch what it did to her face.

She thought of the microphone. She thought of the flat dark bucket on the server, and the early-morning readers on the sixty-first floor.

"I'm sorry," she said instead. "It must be hard."

"It is neither hard nor easy. It is a fact." Hedda straightened. "Do you know what I dislike about you, Ms. Boateng?"

"I'm sure you'll tell me."

"You do not flinch. I have kept this company in my hand for forty years, and I have never once been told no by a Halvard that I did not later regret. It has made me suspicious of obedience. But I find I am more suspicious of calm." She tilted her head. "What is it that you want?"

It was the first honest question anyone had asked her in the building. Nia felt it sink to the bottom of her like a stone in a well, and the water close over it.

"What is owed," she said.

"By whom?"

"By whoever owes it."

For a very long moment Hedda said nothing. Then, to Nia's astonishment, something that might have been a smile moved at the corner of her mouth, the faintest creasing of old skin.

"Quite," said Hedda Halvard. "That is what he used to say."

---

The door crashed open.

"Mother! Don't tell me you started without me!"

He came into the dome like a weather system, big and tanned and fragrant, in a quarter-zip pullover the colour of oatmeal and shoes that squeaked. Silver hair, brushed back and sprayed into obedience. Teeth so white they might have been a form of lighting. He had a phone in one hand and a paper cup in the other and an assistant behind him doing her best not to be a person.

"Konrad," said Hedda, without turning. "You are late."

"I am *buried*, Mother. I'm up to my neck in roadshow decks." He stopped, and swung round, and found Nia. His smile, if it had been possible, widened. "And this is the famous Ms. Boateng! I have heard such wonderful things. Friend, come here."

"I —"

He hugged her. It was a big warm squashing hug, complete with a clap on the back, and she stood in it like a lamppost. He smelled of citrus and cedar and some kind of confident hair product. Over his shoulder, Hedda gave a very small shake of the head, the kind a woman makes at a dog that has once again run across a flowerbed.

"Marvellous," he said, letting go. He held her by the shoulders and examined her. "You know, you remind me of someone. Isn't that funny? Everybody says it. Boateng." He rolled the name round his mouth like a sweet. "We had a Boateng once. At the old house. A *marvellous* woman. Our nanny. Enormous heart. Wore a thimble. She used to sing to the children in — what is it? Twi? And there was a little girl, God, fierce little thing, with braids. She bit me." He held up his left thumb and laughed. "Right here. Look. I still have the mark."

There was a small pale crescent on the flesh below the nail. It had gone smooth and white with age.

Nia looked at it. For one long wild heartbeat, she had to restrain herself from lifting her own hand, from holding her child's set of teeth up against that scar like a key against a lock.

"You must have been very brave," she said.

"I screamed like a goat." He laughed, big and warm and loud, and it stopped, exactly, on the last note, a half-second before his eyes. "Anyway. Lovely woman. Lovely. Common name, I expect. Ghana's full of them."

"It is."

"Isn't it?" He clapped his hands. "Right! Mother, may I borrow our contractor for two minutes? I won't break her."

"You may walk her to the lift," said Hedda, "and not past it."

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In the corridor outside the green doors, the sound of the dome fell away, and Konrad Halvard's voice dropped to a pitch Nia had not yet heard, soft and dry and entirely without sparkle. He pressed the call button himself. He did not look at her.

"Brightwater," he said. "I want it closed by the first of December. Not resolved. Not investigated. Closed. You understand. We file the prospectus in the first week, and I will not have a thirty-eight million dollar footnote sitting in the middle of it like a fly in the soup."

"Mr. Halvard —"

"Konrad. Friend." The smile came back, an instant, as if flicked on from a switch. "I'm not asking you to fudge anything. I'm asking you to be reasonable. Gerry's been doing his best. Vivienne's recused herself, very properly. I'm sure we can all find an arrangement. Help me out. There'll be a place for you at this company, you know. For people who solve problems."

"I solve problems by following them."

"And what if the problem is a poor old woman's last illusion?"

The lift arrived. The doors opened. He stepped in beside her and pressed a button with his thumb, and the scar was a thin white curve in the mirrored light.

"She thinks my brother signed it," Konrad said. He was looking at the numbers. "Mother. She believes he signed that page with his own hand, God rest him, and that he was weak, and it's the last thing she has. It's her way of not blaming herself. She needs it." The doors began to close. "Let her believe it. Let Mother believe he signed it. It's kinder."

The lift descended. Neither of them spoke.

It was only when it settled at thirty-four, and the doors opened and Konrad had stepped out to meet his assistant with a bright fresh clap and a shout of *Daphne, tell me you got the sushi,* that Nia understood precisely what he had said.

*Let her believe.*

Not *he did.* Not *he must have.*

Let her *believe.*

She stood in the lift with the doors holding, and the hot, hard, glad coldness of a debt collector who has just seen a name come off the first page and onto the second.