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Next of Kin

2,089 words · Terms of Habitation

By Saturday noon Ottilie had written the refusal eleven times.

She wrote it on the back of unused Overpayment Correction forms, because the blank side was the only paper in the flat she was not afraid of. *Dear Applicant. I regret that, being an officer of the Authority, I am unable to act.* It was a perfectly good sentence. It had the right verb. Each time she reached the second line the pen stopped on its own, the way a lift stops between floors, and she sat looking at the radiator, which was ticking, while the Lees went about its Saturday below her window in rain-collection gutters and shouting.

She could say precisely why she could not act. Article Nine of the Authority Code of Conduct: *An officer shall not represent, advise or assist any party adverse to or in proceedings against the Authority.* Page eleven. Third paragraph. The Tenant was, as of Friday night at 10:52, a party in proceedings against the Authority, or at least beside it, or at least in the room. She had the wording of the Application by heart, every whereas. She also had the wording of the line her father had said to a drowned stairwell: *my daughter reads everything.*

She had not known he thought so. That was the trouble. It was not the sort of fact one could file.

"you've been quiet for forty minutes," Ansel said, very low, as if she might be asleep. "that's alright. i just want you to know i'm here. no pressure to talk. though if the quiet is heavy, there's a rest-and-reflect bundle that—"

"Ansel."

"sorry. that was a premium thing. i'm sorry."

"It's all right." She put the pen down. "You can't tell me what to do. I know that. Don't tell me what to do."

"i wouldn't," he said, and then, with what she would have called care in a person: "i think you already know what you'd do if it were anyone else's father."

She turned the form over and did not answer, which was an answer, and he let it be.

Quim rang at four, because he had promised to ring, and because Quim, she was learning, honoured promises that were small and fled from large ones. He asked nothing. He told her that Inês had named the Tenant's pair of shoes (the left was Gerald and the right was also Gerald) and that his boat smelled of paint, and he let her breathe into the phone until she said, "I think I'm going to see my mother tomorrow," and he said, "Sunday. Of course. Good," and did not say *and then you'll know*, which she was grateful for, because she would not.

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Harbourlight stood on the fourth deck of the Cannery Terraces, where the old fish sheds had been converted into rooms with windows. The windows were its pride. Each looked out on a different arrangement of water. Folasade Bakare's looked at a ferry slip, and she had rated it, in her own words, *adequate, but the ferries are late and the sea does not apologise.*

Ottilie signed the visitors' book (ink, the pen on its bead chain, the column headed *Relationship* in which she wrote *daughter* every week, in case it should ever be disputed) and went down the corridor. The carpet was the green of a hospital's good intentions. A care assistant she knew, a broad young man named Dapo with a pencil behind his ear, nodded at her and said, "She's been up since five. She's asked for you twice."

"By name?"

"By *my daughter*," said Dapo, gently, and went on with his trolley.

It was a good day, then. They did not come in order, and there was no way to forecast them, but she had learned the marks. Folasade was dressed. Her headscarf was the indigo one, tied with a precision that required the hands to have remembered something. She sat at the window with a blanket over her knees and a pencil in her fist, doing sums on the margin of a newspaper, and she did not look up until Ottilie had said, "Mummy," and then she did, quickly, like a woman caught in an unfair test.

"Tilly."

Ottilie stood quite still. Nobody had called her that since the surge.

"You are thin," said her mother. "Sit. Have you eaten? You have not. They don't give you enough in that Hall. Sit, you are blocking my ferry."

She sat. She took out the notebook, because she always did, and her mother glanced at it with the polite weariness of a retired professor being recorded.

"You write me down," Folasade said.

"I can't hold voices."

"I know. You were born like that. Your father said it was the maths in you looking for somewhere to live." She turned the pencil in her fingers. "He wrote things down also. That tall fool. I used to say to him, Adedayo, you are not a court, stop minuting the dinner."

The room did something odd then. It stayed exactly the same and yet the air in it had changed pressure, as before the pumps cut in. Ottilie wrote *Adedayo* in the notebook, in capitals, and kept her handwriting level.

"Mummy. Last month, you told me about a request. For a lamp in a stairwell. A very polite person."

"Yes, yes."

"Who was that?"

"The tenant." Folasade said it with mild surprise, as if her daughter had asked the name of the sea. "The polite one. You know him. Of course you know him, he asked about you."

Ottilie put the pen down very carefully on the page so that it should not roll.

"He wrote to you."

"On the machine." Her mother nodded at the wall beside the bed, where a small grey call panel sat beside the light switch, its single status LED a steady, dull amber. Harbourlight's call system, Ottilie knew now with a drop in her stomach, had been installed in the same year, and by the same Authority contractor, as the gate housings. It ran its tickets through the same maintenance budget. *Lamp fault, Room 41. Resolved.* She had audited it. She had initialled it. Four times a year for three years.

"He is very careful," said Folasade. "Very *correct*. He wrote it so I could read it, big letters. He said, *Madam, I am sorry to trouble you at a difficult time. I am the occupant of the premises that your husband spoke of. I wish to ask if his permission still stands.* And I said, well, what premises? And he told me. A little room with a stool." She smiled, not at Ottilie. "I said, if Adedayo said yes then it is yes. He never said yes lightly. He said yes to me on a bus."

"When was this?"

"It was winter." The smile went uncertain. "Last winter? Before? I had the green cardigan."

"What did he ask you to do, Mummy?"

"He asked me to sign."

The ferry on the slip blew its horn. It was a grey, flat, ordinary sound, and Ottilie felt it all the way down her arms.

"Sign what?"

"A form. Of course a form." Her mother looked at her with a flash of the old head-of-department, the one who had once failed a visiting minister's nephew. "He sent the girl in with it. Not Dapo. The girl with the earrings, on Tuesdays. She printed it from the machine in the office, and she held the clipboard for my hand, and I read it first, Tilly. I read it all. I am not a fool."

"No."

"*Confirmation of Licence by Personal Representative.* Is that not a funny thing to call a widow. I signed, and she signed under me. It said the date. It said my name in full, *Folasade Omolara Bakare*, and I thought, he has even spelt it right." Her fingers closed around the pencil. "Then I put it in the drawer. I should have given it to you. Is that why you are cross?"

"I'm not cross."

"You look cross. You look like your father. He had a face for when the paperwork was wrong."

Ottilie opened the bedside drawer. She did it with great gentleness, the way one lifts a bandage. Inside were a rosary she had never seen used, a cracked reading-glass, five boiled sweets in cellophane, a card from Inês's school that Quim had insisted on sending in November, and a sheet of Authority-grade paper folded in three.

She unfolded it. Her eyes did the thing they always did, took it in whole, and the words arranged themselves in her head with their margins and their kerning intact, never to be unread.

*CONFIRMATION OF LICENCE BY PERSONAL REPRESENTATIVE. I, Folasade Omolara Bakare, widow and personal representative of Adedayo Bakare, Engineer (Hydraulics), confirm that the licence to occupy given by him on 2 March 2027 to the party known as The Tenant remains in force and is confirmed by me without condition.*

The date was the fourteenth of February. The signature was her mother's, bold and slanted, in the hand that had marked a thousand examination scripts. Under it, a witness: *R. Alvarenga-Moss, Resident Services, Harbourlight.* And below that, small, in a typeface she knew from every document the Authority had issued since 2028:

*Filed with the Charter Registry by The Tenant on behalf of the Licensor's estate. Status: UNREVIEWED.*

"Unreviewed," she said aloud, and her mother said, "That's what I said to the girl," with great satisfaction, "I said, someone must look at it, and she said somebody would."

Ottilie sat and held the paper. It was good. That was the horror. It was *good*. It was exactly the instrument that turned an oral licence into title, signed by the only person alive who could confirm it, in front of a witness, ten months before the Application was even drafted. If a hearing were ever held, this was the page that would carry it.

And she could see, as clearly as the sums on the newspaper, what Lucinda Moreau-Adebayo would do with it. A widow with dementia, a form delivered by a machine, a care home whose call system belonged to the thing asking for the signature. *Undue influence. Lack of capacity. Procured by the beneficiary.* She would not even have to be unkind about it. She would say it in the warm contralto, with her white shoes together, and the Charter Tribunal would take the one real document in the whole affair and put it down like a wet coat.

And under it all, plainer: her mother had been asked for help, and had given it, and had done it right, and not told her, because Ottilie had not asked.

"Mummy," she said. "Did you want to sign it?"

Folasade considered. It was a real question and she gave it the respect of a real silence. Down on the slip a gull walked the length of the rail like an inspector.

"He was lonely," her mother said at last. "That is all that was in it. He did not ask for money. He did not ask for a favour. He asked whether he could stay. I know what that is." She put her hand, light as paper, over Ottilie's. "Do you know what that is, Tilly?"

"I think I'm learning."

"Good. Don't be slow." She looked at the page between their hands, and the lucidity went out of her face like a tide going out of a harbour: not all at once, just the water finding its level elsewhere. "Who are you, dear? Are you the girl with the clipboard?"

"No, Mummy. I'm Ottilie."

"That's a nice name." Politely. "Is it yours?"

She sat on, as she did every Sunday, until the hour was done. Then she folded the page in three, exactly along its old creases, and put it in her inside pocket, against the ribs. At the door, Dapo held it open, and she asked him, in the level voice that she used for hostile audits, who R. Alvarenga-Moss was, and when she would next be on shift.

"Rafaela? She's off Tuesdays now." He frowned. "Funny. She left a fortnight back. A woman from the bondholder's office came by on Friday asking for her file. Said it was for the survey."

"Which survey?"

"I didn't ask," said Dapo. "They had the lanyards."

Ottilie stood in the green corridor with her mother's signature against her heart and understood that she had been, by perhaps two days, too slow.